Stressed As Fuck, Plox?

So today is Sunday, May 16th which sucks because that ONLY means there's school tomorrow. I don't like attending school because I'm just never motivated anymore. I'll also admit that I'm also just plain lazy. I've been really depressed and stressed lately. School is almost out and I doubt I'll even pass grade 10. I had a meeting about 2 weeks ago with like the super hardcore adults/my teachers that are in charge of my position at my school. They said I have to attend school everyday or else they'll kick me out. I've missed about 3 1/2 days. or maybe 4. I got a really bad fuckin' cold last week starting exactly Sunday night, hence I had no choice but to miss school. I'm really stressed out especially tonight. I just broke up with my girlfriend whom technically we've been dating since November 28th. She says she wish she could have 'pissed' on my face when she had the chance, or some shit. I officially have her on my 'fuck off kthx' list. I won't ass kiss you no more, thank you.

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I'm still making the 'Opticon / Bent' sticker, and me & Ryans sticker. Have been so overwhelmed with family fighting and finding out that my cats being put down in 2 days, that I haven't even been able to get the transparency done yet. I also feelreally bad to all of the other stickers I never got finished. I'll set a goal and hopefully will get them all done by a certain date. If not, I am an un-trustable asshole. c:

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So I've been having this mega crush on this one person since like, fucking FOREVER and I just wish my mind could stop 'crushing' on them. It's really effecting me and it's like mega embarrassing me because I keep trying to make my 'smooth' move on them when it's doing nothing. I'm just plain embarrassed and I should just find someone else to date. (idek if dating is my thing, right now.) I was thinking about hanging out with some boy from my school and hopefully start something, even though I won't ever feel the same way I feel about the other person, FOR the dude I'd hang out with... blaaaghhh I'm tired and confused.

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